This collaborative autoethnography examines how two university-based teacher educators navigated personal trauma while continuing their academic and caregiving work. Using narrative portraits, the study explores how collaborative storytelling enabled the authors to embrace vulnerability, surface hidden experiences, and make sense of trauma within the normative and relational conditions of academic professionalism. Analysis of the narratives highlights three interrelated mechanisms that supported wellbeing amidst trauma: the ongoing negotiation of teacher identity, the capacity to accept help and relational support, and intentional self-care through reflective practice. Rather than positioning recovery as linear or complete, the study illuminates how educators may continue to function, care, and find meaning while trauma remains present. Attention is also given to the role of time in shaping how trauma is storied and understood. The findings underscore the value of collaborative autoethnography as both a methodological and ethical approach for exploring trauma in teacher education, and point to the importance of creating reflective, relational spaces within universities where educators can share, witness, and support one another.
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Title
Embracing vulnerability and evolving through trauma: teacher educators' collaborative autoethnographic reflections
Authors/Creators
Kirsten Lambert (PhD) (Author) - Murdoch University, School of Education
Christina Gray (Author) - Edith Cowan University
Publication Details
Asia-Pacific Journal of Teacher Education
Publisher
Informa UK Limited, trading as Taylor & Francis Group.